Relationships

I can feel already that this is going to include many different situations that went down during my relationship with Jamie. I think its probably the best way for me to get my point across on what i like and dislike about the whole concept of High School Relationships. First off ill start by saying a majority of people who are in relationships are in them for the wrong reasons or because they made the wrong decisions. When i first met jamie it seemed that a couldnt have made a decision any more right. By the last date i had with her i looked back and thought i had been wrong. You see, i endured alot of pain at the end of our relationship, but ill save that for the end of this entry. So anyway, when i first met her i was the happiest kid that could ever walk the face of this Earth. Ill say, thats one of the things i loved about being in a relationship with a girl, its that you know you have a best friend to fall back on and someone you can share things with, physical and emotional, and feel enitely comfortable. Its an amazing thing, but if you know the story of how this ends, youll know that relationships can be the one thing, the one weakness that can bring a man to his knees. I think New Found Glory said it best when they said, "some girls are crazy", and its true. Maybe it should be some GUYS are crazy too because alot of people even questioned why i went out with jamie. Honestly, to me, its not what anybody else thinks. I follow things by my heart, not what other people say, unless its constructive criticism or something i can add into my way of reasoning. So i had to endure alot of emotional abuse from friends who probably couldnt even get girls if they tried and told alot of them to "shut the fuck up" in defense of self respect. Everyones got their different tastes in girls, and their different reasons for being attracted to certain girls(or boys if your a girl), but if you have something mean to say keep it to yourself because no one likes hearing other people bitch. So anyway we went strong for 2 months and it was getting good. I was getting more and more interested in the concept of Relationships and i wanted it to last forever. About 2 months passed and i found out from Jamie that she had cheated on me with a mohawk. It wasnt even like he was my friend, he was just some little kid i used to skate with. So of course i was devastated at first, and then not surprised something stupid like that would happen to a kid like me. I stayed with her after that for about 2 days and the more i thought about another guys tongue in her mouth the more i could feel my heart being ripped in two. So it killed me enough that i had to seperate from her. It was a difficult breakup knowing that both of us didnt really WANT to, but i knew that we NEEDED too, or at least for the sake of my heart not being ripped any further. So we went through some tough shit before she left for camp, i had some feelings for another girl and jamie still wanted me. Then we hooked up a few times before she left for camp and that was it. So now were two single people and really good friends. Recently i met this highly gorgeous girl, Kirsten, and shes been showing quite alot of interest in me. Being that me and jamie are still friends i still tell her everything. So she knows i want to hook up with kirsten and that it might happen and she also said that this may affect the way she feels about me when she gets home for camp. Whatever she has planned for when she gets back is her own business. Right now i see myself as a single guy just wanting to have a little fun for the summer, and i dont see it getting in the way of my plans with jamie. But whatever happens happens. Im just in it for what life throws at me and im trying to savor every last moment of attention im getting from kirsten. A year ago i wouldve been too scared to walk up to a girl like her. Furthermore she wouldnt even have been interested in me then, i hadnt developed a personailty of anything and my physical appearance(not much to brag about anyway lol) hadnt developed into what it is now. But now that ive got shit, i want to enjoy every moment i can have and just enjoy life. Dont let things get in your way because relationships sometimes tend to do this. I ditched alot of my friends for two months for this girl. And although it was worth it, you should learn how to balance it out. Relationships arent for everyone obviously. It takes a great deal of commitment, dedication, and LOVE for a relationship to work. If you think that you posess these things than you are the perfect candidate for a relationship, if not, stay the fuck out of the game because youre gonna hurt someone, and eventually yourself. Ask jamie and me because we can tell you all about pain. Peace


	Eddospage \| Mullets \| Skateboarding \| Shyness \| Girls \| Making Eddospage \| Music \| Computers \| Smoking \| --Type Title Here-- \| Emo \| Relationships \| Faith/Love \| Life Relationships I can feel already that this is going to include many different situations that went down during my relationship with Jamie. I think its probably the best way for me to get my point across on what i like and dislike about the whole concept of High School Relationships. First off ill start by saying a majority of people who are in relationships are in them for the wrong reasons or because they made the wrong decisions. When i first met jamie it seemed that a couldnt have made a decision any more right. By the last date i had with her i looked back and thought i had been wrong. You see, i endured alot of pain at the end of our relationship, but ill save that for the end of this entry. So anyway, when i first met her i was the happiest kid that could ever walk the face of this Earth. Ill say, thats one of the things i loved about being in a relationship with a girl, its that you know you have a best friend to fall back on and someone you can share things with, physical and emotional, and feel enitely comfortable. Its an amazing thing, but if you know the story of how this ends, youll know that relationships can be the one thing, the one weakness that can bring a man to his knees. I think New Found Glory said it best when they said, "some girls are crazy", and its true. Maybe it should be some GUYS are crazy too because alot of people even questioned why i went out with jamie. Honestly, to me, its not what anybody else thinks. I follow things by my heart, not what other people say, unless its constructive criticism or something i can add into my way of reasoning. So i had to endure alot of emotional abuse from friends who probably couldnt even get girls if they tried and told alot of them to "shut the fuck up" in defense of self respect. Everyones got their different tastes in girls, and their different reasons for being attracted to certain girls(or boys if your a girl), but if you have something mean to say keep it to yourself because no one likes hearing other people bitch. So anyway we went strong for 2 months and it was getting good. I was getting more and more interested in the concept of Relationships and i wanted it to last forever. About 2 months passed and i found out from Jamie that she had cheated on me with a mohawk. It wasnt even like he was my friend, he was just some little kid i used to skate with. So of course i was devastated at first, and then not surprised something stupid like that would happen to a kid like me. I stayed with her after that for about 2 days and the more i thought about another guys tongue in her mouth the more i could feel my heart being ripped in two. So it killed me enough that i had to seperate from her. It was a difficult breakup knowing that both of us didnt really WANT to, but i knew that we NEEDED too, or at least for the sake of my heart not being ripped any further. So we went through some tough shit before she left for camp, i had some feelings for another girl and jamie still wanted me. Then we hooked up a few times before she left for camp and that was it. So now were two single people and really good friends. Recently i met this highly gorgeous girl, Kirsten, and shes been showing quite alot of interest in me. Being that me and jamie are still friends i still tell her everything. So she knows i want to hook up with kirsten and that it might happen and she also said that this may affect the way she feels about me when she gets home for camp. Whatever she has planned for when she gets back is her own business. Right now i see myself as a single guy just wanting to have a little fun for the summer, and i dont see it getting in the way of my plans with jamie. But whatever happens happens. Im just in it for what life throws at me and im trying to savor every last moment of attention im getting from kirsten. A year ago i wouldve been too scared to walk up to a girl like her. Furthermore she wouldnt even have been interested in me then, i hadnt developed a personailty of anything and my physical appearance(not much to brag about anyway lol) hadnt developed into what it is now. But now that ive got shit, i want to enjoy every moment i can have and just enjoy life. Dont let things get in your way because relationships sometimes tend to do this. I ditched alot of my friends for two months for this girl. And although it was worth it, you should learn how to balance it out. Relationships arent for everyone obviously. It takes a great deal of commitment, dedication, and LOVE for a relationship to work. If you think that you posess these things than you are the perfect candidate for a relationship, if not, stay the fuck out of the game because youre gonna hurt someone, and eventually yourself. Ask jamie and me because we can tell you all about pain. Peace