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Girls
I only sometimes veiw girls as a different, non understandable species. I, along with many guys, are still trying to find out the secret key to what girls are really after. I imagine though, that every girl is different, but there still must be something thats universal to every girl that attracts them. Can you be ass-ugly with a wonderful personality and still get a hot girl? Or is it that you can be the hottest guy but with the shittiest personality and still get girls. The latter is what i usually see most. And the kids with decent looks and nice personality get shitted on. Now, im not trying to create a pity section here, but im simply stating the facts. And anyone reading this knows that this is true and that this happens. But why though? i dont understand. If i were a girl id much rather have a kid with decent looks that treats me like a fucking princess, rather than have a hot guy that treats me like shit. Sometimes this pisses me off, and i often rack my brains over it because it is so confusing. I think the most horrible part about girls is the whole " i just want to be friends" thing. To tell you the truth, i HATE that. Its happened so many times that i finally think im gonna go out with a girl, and she turns around and gives me the "i just want to be friends" speech. It sucks, and although not meant to be, its also degrading at the same time. Its like theyre saying, "hey i really think youre a cool kid, but sorry, youre just TOO ugly for me." If this is so, why not just bare with me and go out with me because of my personality? I just dont understand. This is what makes girls so damn confusing. Anyone who has gone after a girl and been rejected knows the feeling. You have these mixed emotions built up inside of you. First comes the hate that says just forget her shes not worth it. Than rejection comes in and tells you youre no good. Soon, denial steps in and says it didnt happen. Depression keeps you down and not talking to anyone, and gives you time to get your emotions straight. Than happiness says she wasnt good enough for you anyway and you see another girl walking down the hallway. You prepare yourself for the cycle all over again. I used to get worked up over shit like that, but not anymore. Now its just like " yeah whatever i dont care." And to tell the truth, when a girl rejects me i really dont give a shit anymore cuz theyre so many others. I KNOW im not the only guy that goes through this cycle of emotions. Well anyway i guess girls are just something thats more like a hit-or-miss deal. I dont think ill ever find the key to success. But for sure, if i do find it itll be posted right here! thanx for reading peace.
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