Shyness

Some people say im too shy. I think it all dates back to about middle school when i saw i was different from all the other kids. I didnt like any of them, so i would never talk to them. I tried my hardest to shut everyone out and just be quiet. It was all good though, cuz they didnt really want to talk to me anyway. What people dont understand is shy people really arent shy. Theyre observant. When i first meet people i kinda dont talk, or i just say a few words. Basically i study the new person i meet. How they act and so on. Staright up, im looking to see if i hate you or if i really like you. Thats what shyness is all about. Ill admit, i can be shy or very quiet. But sometimes its just cuz i have nothing to say.In order to stop myself from sounding stupid and saying something that doesnt make sense just for the sake of saying something, i dont. Its not like im automatically making assumptions about you, its the total opposite. I observe so i dont make assumptions, wether they are good or bad. Some people tell me that i dont talk or should talk more often. This could be because im either 1.) nervous around this person, or 2.) dont have anything to say around this perosn. Its really a weird thing. My friends know that im not really shy around them. Its when im with other people that the quietness kicks in. Some people say i only to talk to them online, which in my opinion, isnt my fault. Alot of times i dont see people during the day for more than 5 secs, which kinda holds me back from talking. Also, im so preoccupied with which class i hope i dont have a test in, that i fail to notice the people around me. They get pissed, and im sorry if this has happened to you. Basically i used to be a REALLY shy kid but im out of that now. Theres a difference between being REALLY shy and shy. REALLY shy is when you dont talk because you cant. Theres something inside you that screams REJECTION if you open your mouth. I am so out of that now though. It makes it easier to talk to girls if you just dont give a shit. Asking out girls has never been easier cuz if they say no, you just dont care. Thats the scoop on shyness. Im am so tired right now and i didnt really like whayt i just wrote because i think i can add some more. But this will do for now.


	Eddospage \| Mullets \| Skateboarding \| Shyness \| Girls \| Making Eddospage \| Music \| Computers \| Smoking \| --Type Title Here-- \| Emo \| Relationships \| Faith/Love \| Life Shyness Some people say im too shy. I think it all dates back to about middle school when i saw i was different from all the other kids. I didnt like any of them, so i would never talk to them. I tried my hardest to shut everyone out and just be quiet. It was all good though, cuz they didnt really want to talk to me anyway. What people dont understand is shy people really arent shy. Theyre observant. When i first meet people i kinda dont talk, or i just say a few words. Basically i study the new person i meet. How they act and so on. Staright up, im looking to see if i hate you or if i really like you. Thats what shyness is all about. Ill admit, i can be shy or very quiet. But sometimes its just cuz i have nothing to say.In order to stop myself from sounding stupid and saying something that doesnt make sense just for the sake of saying something, i dont. Its not like im automatically making assumptions about you, its the total opposite. I observe so i dont make assumptions, wether they are good or bad. Some people tell me that i dont talk or should talk more often. This could be because im either 1.) nervous around this person, or 2.) dont have anything to say around this perosn. Its really a weird thing. My friends know that im not really shy around them. Its when im with other people that the quietness kicks in. Some people say i only to talk to them online, which in my opinion, isnt my fault. Alot of times i dont see people during the day for more than 5 secs, which kinda holds me back from talking. Also, im so preoccupied with which class i hope i dont have a test in, that i fail to notice the people around me. They get pissed, and im sorry if this has happened to you. Basically i used to be a REALLY shy kid but im out of that now. Theres a difference between being REALLY shy and shy. REALLY shy is when you dont talk because you cant. Theres something inside you that screams REJECTION if you open your mouth. I am so out of that now though. It makes it easier to talk to girls if you just dont give a shit. Asking out girls has never been easier cuz if they say no, you just dont care. Thats the scoop on shyness. Im am so tired right now and i didnt really like whayt i just wrote because i think i can add some more. But this will do for now.